moves in mysterious ways..."
A chance meeting with Leonard Cohen, a couple former Carolina Tarheel Basketball players, and Parthenon Huxley, bring epiphany
I was thinking of the refrain in my friend
Parthenon Huxley's song Bazooka Joe, about how some critical question
in his life was answered when he opened a piece of gum and
read the comic inside. I was thinking of this in my shower. I was
thinking about this because the water was flowing strongly, it was
the perfect temperature and I was feeling as good as a person can
possibly feel. Two weeks before I was on the Greek island
of Kea, in a bathroom so small you had to sit down to
use the shower and the water trickled out either too hot or too
cold. I was thinking about how great it had been to live on a Greek
island for six months and wake up and look out my window at the
ships passing in the Cavo d Oro and be able to get in my car and
drive 5 minutes to a beautiful sandy beach with turquoise sea and
about how it didn't rain almost the whole time we were there. And
yet here I was in North Carolina with gray skies and rain outside
and a list of seemingly pointless chores before me and I was really happy.
"The world moves in mysterious ways..."
It had started with two transferred North
Carolina basketball players, a couple point guards named Brian Morrison
and Adam Boone who disliked coach Matt Dougherty and left the program the year
before he was fired. I had just turned on the TV to see the
end of a game between Virginia and Minnesota and the thought came
into my head. "Whatever happened to those two guards who transferred?"
I could not even remember their names. No sooner had that thought
flashed in my mind when I heard the announcer say "Guard Adam
Boone, a transfer from North Carolina is coming in".
Somebody is listening to me!
The next morning the phone rang. It was Parthenon.
"Guess who scored 32 points for UCLA last night?"
"Brian Morrison?" (of course)
I told Parthenon about the game last night
and we laughed at the thought of God leaving the side of some person
in dire circumstances to answer my merely curious question about
what had happened to these two Carolina players. If God comes so
quickly for something so insignificant I am either very important
or else this is totally normal and can and does happen to everyone
and they simply don't notice.
"The world moves in Mysterious ways..."
Which brings me to Leonard Cohen. (what?!!!)
A few years ago I was with my friend Elizabeth
Boleman-Herring listening to a tape of an interview she had done
with Leonard Cohen when he had returned to Greece for a concert
on Lycavettus and to do a BBC documentary on the island of Hydra
where he had lived for a year or so and written his best songs.
Leonard Cohen had been on the fringes of our little ex-pat society
in the early seventies. Everyone we knew had some kind of contact
with him. Some knew him well. Some had been with him at a large
table in a taverna and some had slept with him or someone from
one of his songs. (My only connection was when his step-son
Axyl stayed over our house in Agia Paraskevis with the McGee
kids who lived in Hydra. Axyl had a crush on my sister and followed her home.)
"You should send your music to Leonard
Cohen." Elizabeth told me after the interview was over. (It
was not actually over. She just didn't want to play the last twenty
minutes when he tries to talk her into going to bed with him).
"Really? Do you think he'd like my music?"
I asked, in those hopeful innocent years.
"No. I think he will hate your music
because it is better than his." (Actual Quote)
"Well, why would he help me?" I
asked, confused. Elizabeth gave me some kind of answer in a language
that was more artistic and esoteric than I was able to comprehend
in those days, about ego, artists and the twisted way they
view the world, their own talent and their competition. An artist helps another artist
that he is jealous of so that he can have power over him, or to sabotage
him, or because he saw it as something he was 'supposed to do'. It sounded more like me helping
my best friend get together with my ex-girlfriend so that
I could have sex with her again. Anyway it did not matter because
I did not give the idea of presenting my music to Leonard Cohen
a second thought....
...until August of 1990 when I was driving
in upstate New York in my little green BMW 2002 with no plan and
no idea where to go to spend the rest of the summer. Somewhere, I
saw the road sign to Montreal and I thought "Why don't I drive
up and give a tape to Leonard Cohen?" (What happens to our
sense of adventure as we get older?) I pointed my car north
on the New York State Thruway and picked up the first hitch-hiker
I saw, a young guy from France. When we got to the border we both
had to go inside and answer some questions. They let me go right
away but I hung around so we could continue together after they
finished with him. I heard him say to the border official "I
am staying at zee house of Leonard Cohen."
(Pretty weird right? You probably think
I am making this up.)
When they finished interrogating my new French
pal we got back in the car and continued our journey. Sure
enough he was a friend of Leonard Cohen's daughter, staying with
her in Montreal. We drove into the city and up Rue Saint Laurant
and parked right in front of Leonard Cohen's house. He brought me
in and up the stairs to a place that did not look like any house
of Leonard Cohen. Newspapers and sleeping bags all over the floor.
Little if any furniture. Several young people, reading, smoking,
sleeping. "This is the house of Leonard Cohen?" I asked
in disillusionment. Was he a junkie now?
"This is where his daughter lives. Leonard
Cohen lives next door."
I wandered around the neighborhood and by
chance found a Greek restaurant owned by someone from my grandmother's
village. A woman named Electra recognized me and we talked. She
gave me her number and the address of her restaurant. (We are still
good friends!) I walked back to get my car, still parked in front
of Leonard Cohen's house. There on the steps, smoking a cigarette
was Leonard Cohen. I approached him cautiously, not wishing to startle
him and send him scurrying back to the safety of his house.
"Hi Leonard" (maybe I said Mr. Cohen...I
don't remember but it was an awkward moment). I introduced myself
as a 'fan'. OK I was not a true fan. I liked his songs but I did
not have any of his albums. I knew his stuff because my friend Dorian
Kokas, who performed with me at the Old Captain Bar in Sifnos,
was a big fan and played a couple Cohen songs every night. Plus
every guy in Greece in the early seventies knew the first album
backwards and forewords because that is what our girlfriends would
want to hear when we got stoned together. A bottle of retsina, a
hash joint and 'The Songs of Leonard Cohen' filled the evenings
and Sunday afternoons of many a Greek-American hippy chick in those
Greetings from mutual friends in Hydra opened
the door to a night of conversation with Leonard Cohen on his front
steps and in the Samos Bakery where we went to get fresh bread,
just like on a Greek island. Montreal was changing, he told me. The
city was being French-o-fied and he confessed that he did not know
what to do or where to go. He said he did not speak French all that well. (How
could Leonard Cohen not speak French.) "I don't really like
LA", he told me. "But in my apartment the sun rises in
one window and sets in the other". This did not seem to me a good
enough reason to live in a city you don't like. But I am not Leonard
Cohen. When we said goodnight I told him I would bring him a tape,
which I did the next day. He accepted it like it was a Holy Sacrament
and gave me a little Buddhist bow. But he never
For the next week I kept running into him.
I would go to a deli and there in the corner was Leonard Cohen,
his daughter and a friend. It was like I was subconsciously stalking
him. I found myself avoiding Leonard Cohen! After awhile the force
of nature stopped putting Leonard Cohen in my path and except for
buying The Essential Leonard Cohen, the poet disappeared from my
... until this morning in the shower when
I was thinking about how happy I was to be there and how "...the
world moves in mysterious ways". I suddenly realized what he
meant when he told me about the sun rising and setting in his apartment
in LA. Life is made up of moments. Some are deep and profound and
leave an imprint. For him one such moment was the sun setting in
smoggy Los Angeles, probably a spectacular sight. Moments that fuel
me are things like sitting in a cafe in a port watching the ferry
leave, or walking through the fish market on Athinas street. A sunny
day, a song, a photo or any number of stimulus can trigger one of
these moments in my mind and create a nostalgia so intense I feel
that if I can't be in Greece at this moment I will die.
Until today, when I realized that these moments
are everywhere and occur all the time if we choose to be aware of
them. Heaven is not across an ocean. Heaven is everywhere in the
best and worst of times, waiting to be noticed. Heaven is in the
moment. Not a particular moment that you look back on and attempt
to recreate over and over until it becomes robbed of its power.
Any moment. Anywhere. Anytime.
So like Parthenon Huxley finding inspiration
in a gum wrapper which led to his song Bazooka Joe... Adam Boone,
Brian Morrison and Leonard Cohen all got together in my shower and
inspired me to see the magic of the world that we either take for
granted or spend so much time trying to figure it out that we miss
the point. If life is getting you down, dreaming of far away places
can help. So can taking time to notice the things we truly enjoy,
like a hot shower, a sunset, and words of wisdom in places we least
expect to find them.